queer · neurospicy · multipassionate
"The biggest flex is a regulated nervous system."
— Regulated Resistance
MFT Trainee · Liberation Institute · psychospiritual guide
Begin hereRegulation
is Resistance.
We live in systems designed to keep us dysregulated — hypervigilant, fragmented, and cut off from ourselves. Coming back into your body is not a personal project. It is a political one.
I am Chantaia, an MFT trainee practicing depth-oriented, liberatory psychotherapy. My work weaves together somatic awareness, Jungian and Buddhist psychology, and liberation frameworks — for people ready to go all the way in.
About Chantaia
Before any of this, I was an athlete. I played beach volleyball at UCLA and competed on the AVP professional circuit — a world that taught me everything about the body as instrument and teacher: what it means to perform under sustained pressure, to fail in front of crowds and come back, to recover from injury, to find your edge without losing yourself. That understanding is woven into every session.
My graduate training at Pacifica Graduate Institute, with an emphasis in depth psychology, gave me a language for what I'd always known: that the unconscious speaks, that symbols carry meaning, and that the psyche has its own intelligence worth listening to.
I am also a multimedia digital artist, fire performer, breathwork guide, ecotherapist, and filmmaker — and a person in ongoing relationship with my own depths. This work is not separate from who I am. It is the practice itself.
Education
Athletic Career
Certifications & Training
Other Work
Who I Serve
Affirming care where your full self — not an edited version — is the starting point. Queer identity as medicine, not problem.
For the neurospicy, the ADHD, the autism spectrum, the sensory sensitives — your nervous system is not a problem to fix. Let's work with how you're actually wired.
Therapy that names systemic trauma and takes seriously what it costs to survive in a world not built for you.
For those integrating contemplative practice, altered states, or psychedelic experiences with psychological and somatic grounding.
For anyone ready to work with what's underneath — dreams, the body, the unconscious, the parts that don't fit anywhere else.
High performers and competitors navigating identity beyond the sport — performance anxiety, injury, transition, burnout, and the question: who am I when the game is over?
For makers working at the edge of expression — navigating creative blocks, the vulnerability of visibility, and the complex terrain between art, identity, and mental health.
If you've never quite fit the mold — too much, not enough, or simply unclassifiable — this is a practice built for complexity. You don't have to translate yourself here.
The Approach
Somatic and polyvagal-informed therapy. We don't just talk about what happened — we track where it lives in your nervous system and work with it there.
Drawing on Jungian depth psychology, dreamwork, and Buddhist frameworks that honor the fullness of who you are — including what you haven't met yet.
Healing is not neutral. We name the systems at work and move toward a self that is less colonized, more whole, and increasingly free.
Regulated Resistance
Vagus nerve activation, Rudra breath, Shamanic Bon, Vooing, and the five seed syllables — backed by neuroscience, somatic psychology, and ancient wisdom.
Open-source studies on ecotherapy, altered states, and psychedelic-assisted therapy. Knowledge as a tool for liberation.
Resources for de-escalation, crisis support, ecocommunities, and collective healing. Because regulation is also relational.
For Your Journey
These films and conversations are offered as context and companion for the work — a way to go deeper into the cultural, somatic, and spiritual frameworks that inform this practice.
A documentary exploration of the Indigenous Mazatec tradition of sacred mushroom medicine — its origins, ceremonial context, and living lineage. Essential viewing for anyone curious about the cultural and spiritual foundations of psychedelic-assisted healing.
AVP legend Kerri Walsh Jennings joins the conversation on spiritual practice, breathwork, and what peak performance looks like from the inside.
On holistic athletic development, identity beyond sport, and finding wholeness through performance with volleyball pro Dustin Watten.
The inaugural episode — on wholeness, mentorship, and the convergence of athletic and spiritual development.
I see clients through Open Path Psychotherapy Collective, a nonprofit offering reduced-fee sessions. New clients start with a free 15-minute consultation.
Sessions available on a sliding scale through Liberation Institute.
View my Open Path profileFollow the practice @regulatedresistance